Blah Blah Blogging

I wonder why I like to blog when I’m feeling blah. Maybe it’s like going in my room when I was a kid and talking to my imaginary friend (that’s normal for a little kid right?) :-/

Maybe you all (I’m not from anywhere we say ya’ll, though I have been places they say ‘youins’ – pronounced ‘you -ins,’ as in, “Youins are like my imaginary friend.)

Ok now that that is all out of he way, it’s been a blah day, I stayed late at work and took a nap on my floor before coming home. Now I can’t wait until I can crawl into bed.

I have been thinkng maybe I have some bad reaction to alcohol. I’ve been paying attention to this lately. I had a beer and a glass of wine last night is all. Wine at about 6 and a beer at about 10. I wonder if there is such a thing as developing a reaction or allergy of sorts to alcohol? 

What I feel like is crying . . . and sleeping. But I’ll just do the later. 

Blah!!

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  1. I think it was something about yesterday to be honest..shall we name it black Friday. I felt very despondent on the way home, the weight of the world just got a little too big for my shoulders.

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      4. No idea. I am always ready for sleep. I slept hard for 2 hours this afternoon. I take Prozac of depression and I think it makes me tired. Kind of counterproductive. The psychiatrist told me to drink coffee. Lol not kidding

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      5. I believe it lol. I take EffexorXR n Pamelor. I wake up feeling like I’m in a drug induced stupor. Finally dr prescribed small dose of adderall because it also keeps my meds working. I have treatment resistant depression. Just that little bit of adderall changed my life.

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      6. It’s frustrating as heck. I quit cold turkey about a year ago because I was feeling good except for the side effects. Haha you can guess what happened. By December I was back at the doctor and finally started feeling a month ago.

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      7. It is frustrating. I can’t quit. It’s just crying 24/7. And I don’t mean boohoo. I’m talking the body shaking, hyperventilating sobbing for absolutely no friggin reason lol. Fun times!!!

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      9. Yes it’s definitely a little slice of hell. And it happened over n over for like 6 years until I got on right meds n adderall. Now been good for over 10 years.

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      24. Still think I should – I’m a procrastinator as well! I just haven’t wanted to have the conversation, or do the work to clean it up first. There are probably some things I’ve written she wouldn’t appreciate

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      25. I’m actually thinking of an option to tell her but to just let her know I have it in case she finds it, but to tell her it is just for me. But I don’t know how that would go over. Not well I think. Part of it is I have set up an email account just for this blog. And that is a no no in our marriage. Secret email accounts.

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