I need your help fellow bloggers and marriage enthusiasts.
Am I cheating on my wife?
I’ve been spending so much time the last two months sharing my heart with you. You’ve shared meals with me that make my mouth water, we’ve taken vacations together to places I never thought I’d go, you listened to me whine, and I’ve really listened to you through your own struggles and successes . I’ve done my best to comfort you, to encourage you, to make you laugh, and to spend as much time with you as I can.
It’s not about the sex (been none of that!) it’s our relationship. I look forward to hearing from you, I check my phone constantly to see if you have noticed me. I like your likes, I love your words.
I am talking of course about YOU fellow bloggers. Am I cheating on my wife with my WordPress community!
It’s been over two months, about thirty blog posts, and tons and tons of reading and commenting on your posts. I have told NO ONE that I have a blog. Not a friend, not a family member, and certainly not my wife.
Things have improved between Marie and me, and now I feel like I should tell her about my blog. But . . . Then life as WE know it will be gone 😦
No more late night rendezvous, no time stolen at work checking in with you. Sure you can still cook your delicious new recipe and share it with me or invite me to Seattle with you for the weekend, but we won’t be alone. SHE will be with us. That changes everything!!
This has been a great outlet for me. But I’m feeling dishonest.
Your thoughts on my course ahead? Can this go on for the summer? How about to 2016? What if I blog for the next 10 years and she finds it then?
My dilemma . . . Your thoughts??