I had a glimpse of feeling better, last week and even earlier this week I was feeling great. Beginning Wednesday, I started to feel down again, and today I am basically staring at the wall in my office. I have a lot to do, but no focus, and honestly hardly care.
It’s not sad that I feel. I’m two parts apathy and one part lethargy (or dazed) with just a pinch of frustration. I cannot get this under control.
I had a lot going on this past week relatively speaking, so maybe this accounts for the crash now. But compared to the Chris that used to exist, I haven’t been busy or productive or excited in way too long to be healthy.
I want to go to bed – not to sleep, just to lay there. Hoping the weekend is . . . what? I have no hope for the weekend, nor do I even care that it’s Friday afternoon.
I hope this puts a smile on your face: YOU feel GREAT comparitively speaking 🙂